We'll call him... X. Appropriate enough.

We met through my best friends boyfriend, as they were best friends.

She called me and was like, lets sneak out with boys! I went for it.

It was me, the couple, and three of his friends. One of them being that friend, another my boyfriend (now, back then we were both too shy to talk to each other), and an other guy.

X and I started talking, I didn't know who to talk to, and he was strange, but interesting..

He was the same height as me, had dark hair cut short, glasses, acne, and the a really deep, but occasionally high voice.

We talked a lot.. eventually my current boyfriend and the other guy, they felt left out or something.. bleh.

So X, the couple, and I walked around.. til 4 am. Maybe 5. He walked me home while the couple went else where. We said our goodbyes and I talked to him occasionally.

A few weeks later he called me (I hadn't given him my number..) and we hung out, then went to see Iron Man. It became apparent that he had feelings for me.. I didn't feel the same way.. eventually my friend told him.

I was told he was devastated.. I talked  to him about it , but it seemed our friendship was damaged.

Throughout the summer we talked A LOT, I thought of him as a best friend, we hung out occasionally. It was obvious he still had feelings for me.. I didn't know what to do.. he was such a good friend but I didn't like him that way.

The school year started, we still talked quite a bit.. however I started hanging out with the guy who would later become my boyfriend. My boyfriend is X's good friend.. I know I shouldn't of, but this guy and I had so much in common.. I'm terrible.

X asked a lot of people if I liked this guy, my best friends, and my good friends, but he never found out. He distanced himself from me. I was hurt.

Then, my boyfriend really became my offical boyfriend. X hasn't started a conversation with me since. He has a girlfriend now (his first ever..) in fact they started dating a few days after my boyfriend and I were official.

Shouldn't he be over me by now? It's been quite a few months.. probably 8 since I last talked to him. Can't we go back to being friends? I loved talking to him. I feel like all he wanted from me was a relationship, and that he didn't care about our friendship. I suppose he could be too hurt to talk to me now.. but I'd like some closure.

I'd like a guys opinion on this.. what should I do. I've talked to him on msn but he doesn't try to carry on conversation.

I miss him. this sucks. I've lost a good friend, but gained an amazing boyfriend.. ack.

Do I give up on him ?  If he doesn't think our friendships worth fighting for then why am I even bothering after all of this time.

My friend, Kat, and I were hanging out, when her old friend texted her out the blue asking her if she wanted to hang out seeing as he was in town.

We decided to go, I was sort of apprehensive.. I didn't know the guy, but I knew he had feelings for Kat. I took a chance.

When we met up with him, he was with another guy, DL. They were friendly, I was really quiet though. There was some flirting.. then tickling. DL kept tickling me. I thought he was kinda cute but .. he wasn't too bright.

Kat made us hold hands as we walked and he kept twirling me around and hugging me. I was actually pretty caught up in this hand holding thing. He was starting to grow on me.

V had to go, he had been pretty cool, we'd talked a bit. That was the only time I ever saw him though.

DL and K and I laid in the grass for a while.. then we started walking, as K and I had to get home. We ran into these twin boys everyone knows.. the H brothers. They were bugging donald about me.. saying things like:

" wow she's definitely better than that last girl you dated, that girl was like at the bottom, but this girl here.. she's.. like near the top!"

That statement has bugged me for years. Afterwards K's like, well looks like he thinks your hott. (I was amused).

So D and I were hugging and such while talking to the twins. They tried to convince me to kiss him.. I almost did.. but when I turned my face to his he had looked away.

K kissed one of the twins. O_O

So we went on our way.

A few days later, DL invited me to go hang out at the dam.. I told him I couldn't.. then one of the twins came by with DL and asked me to go out with him.. I said no.

DL was pretty cool.. he had blue eyes, and was pretty muscular. But in the brains department, he wasn't what I wanted. I might sound snobby.. sorry if I do.

He's been with one girl for a couple years now.. we haven't talked since though. I hope he's happy, I sure am.

His birthday is in three weeks.. I bought him a CD a little while ago but I want to get him something more meaningful.. like a card?

I've also mentioned I'd do something for him that he's wanted for a while. Heh, I'm kinda excited for it but I'm going to wait the three weeks rather than doing it soon. (It's something sexual if you didn't figure that out :P)

We're overcoming our problems and doing pretty well. I want to make this birthday awesome for him. He'll be eighteen! =)